1. |
time to leave
04:06
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I turn around
You’re still by me
But now its time
for me to leave
Although I rather feel your whispers here with me
You’ve found another someone far better than me
So once again
I do go back
You shut the door
I feel so fucked
I know you’ve made your choice; its done no matter what
Although I’d love to be strong enough to go back for more
I wanna stay home, don’t wanna go back
Wanna feel nothing but my rock n’ roll band
So time goes by
I’m still stuck
I had a chance
Spoilt it at once
And I just wander while I’m leaving from your life
yeah there’s a time when only music cheers me up
I can’t control
Myself at all
That’s why its time
To quit this whine
I wonder: will I ever feel you any other time?
Yeah maybe we’ll have fun together in any other life.
I wanna stay at home, don’t wanna go back,
just wanna feel nothing but my rock n roll band
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2. |
even worst
05:11
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you’ve crossed a river
you’ve climbed the sky
you’ve fought the monsters of your whole life
you thought you could yeah
turn on the lights
you’re still in shadows; worthless to cry
now you keep seeking
through day and night
that awkward feeling burning inside
but don’t you bother
queer as you might
don’t find your place yeah? but nor do i
so you buckle and relent, stumble and fall til the end
don’t you know that all my heroes died a long long time ago?
Cant you see that’s even worst than what I thought?
don’t you know that all my heroes died a long long time ago?
Cant you see that’s even worst than what I thought?
But don’t you know?
So time goes by yeah
yet same disguise
You keep on wearing to feel all right
You might be blinded
you might get deaf
still you’ll guess it: this aint the way
you could just face it
you could just hide
afraid just have to give it a try
but don’t you bother
queer as you are
cause we’re all here not going far
so you buckle and relent, stumble and fall til the end
don’t you know that all my heroes died a long long time ago?
Cant you see that’s even worst thasn what I thought?
don’t you know that all my heroes died a long long time ago?
Cant you see that’s even worst than what I thought?
But don’t you know?
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3. |
wake up in a lonely road
04:06
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I tried to go nowhere
I tried to go home
I tried not to wake up on my own
But whenever life yeah
shows me off what I’ve done
I keep on just walking lonely roads
I’ve been walking in circles, I’ve been walking around
I’ve been trying to find just my place on the ground
I searched once for my name, searched twice for my way
Doesn’t matter the answer, its always a dead end
And people keep asking, should not let them know
The reason I’m hiding: I don’t know how to love
And people keep asking wherever I go
Yet I can’t quit crying cause I’ll never know
I tried to go nowhere
I tried to go home
I tried not to wake up on my own
But whenever life yeah
shows me off what I’ve done
I keep on just walking lonely roads
First I thought it was a gift but I’ve seen all it means
I can’t get rid of it so it’s nothing but shit
I could try hard enough, could fight it from the inside
There’s nothing worth trying when your world falls apart
And people keep asking, should not let them know
The reason I’m hiding: I don’t know how to love
And people keep asking wherever I go
Yet I can’t quit crying cause I’ll never know
I tried to go nowhere
I tried to go home
I tried not to wake up on my own
But whenever life yeah
shows me off what I’ve done
I keep on just walking lonely road
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4. |
right or wrong
04:18
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Well I wake up lying close to you
I guess last night dream it was true
Not sure I will remember your name, anyway,
I wont either try to be your friend
To be wrong, to be right, to feel strong in this time
To be wrong, to be right, no one cares so why should I?
Another cross on your dates-book again
Although I know this time ain’t the same
Don’t care if I feel all right when you’re near
Should not let you get into my way
To be wrong, to be right, to feel strong in this time
To be wrong, to be right, no one cares so why should I?
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5. |
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Down; you’re down when you notice that you still can feel the pain
You’re dead, inside your head: all those feelings you’d like to set aside
Fight; you’ll fight to become a perfect someone with no heart
But now, somehow, you understand you can’t avoid it, that’s a fact:
You’re flesh & bones, everything I used to dream, all the things that are left to sing, seems to vanish on the streets; you’re flesh & bones, you’ve got feelings, you’re alive, in the same way you’ll die, hate and love seem so alike… you’re flesh and bones
Try; oh you’ll try to keep yourself smiling in the lonely nights.
I’m dead, inside your head; you don’t really give a shit about myself
And it’s sad, oh yes so sad; (that) u broke what I thought it was an unbreakable one
Now, somehow, you understand you can’t avoid it, that’s a fact:
You’re flesh & bones, everything I used to dream, all the things that are left to sing, seems to vanish on the streets; you’re flesh & bones. You’ve got feelings, you’re alive, in the same way you’ll die, hate and love seem so alike… you’re flesh and bones
I’ve got nothing left to lose cause I’ve already lost you; I thought I could handle it fine, but I’m flesh & bones. Now you’ve got another chance since you’ve got another man, no one ever has been so fast: you’re flesh &
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All my dreams are getting black, I never want yeah to get up… it’s too taught to realize that my world is getting nuts.
I’m trying to be around, put my feet on the ground: I live up there, in a fucking cloud.
You can’t be against the rules, so 24 a day in between the walls of your hole.
You earn much more than you can waste but you have no time left, there’s only one way out: I need to be:
Reload, you can shout it out loud, this is how I wanna feel: reload
I never really minded whatever people used to say, ‘cause if I go to hell and burn myself I’ll be with them
So what!! I’m gonna do what I want to: I’m gonna live my life like I’ve got nothing else to lose.
So go ahead; never let them stop you again, just be yourself no matter what they say.
Don’t be afraid cause it won’t be an easy way, but it’s time to let outside your wildest side.
Reload, you can shout it out loud, this is how I wanna feel: reload
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7. |
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Here we are standing in line
Trying to have fun in a dam boring night
Once again we’re just by ourselves
I should’ve known, they never get far
I don’t mind you don’t mind at all
I don’t care as long as you’re near, so go on
Get along with me and the night, all we gotta do is…
Stand up and shout, rise up your hands and welcome your life
Stand up and shout, no matter how far went trough your mistakes
Stand up and shout!
So don’t you feel the call of the night?
Something tells you its gonna be all right, but hey
We will party, party this time
Nothing could stop us, just follow the lights, again
We will burn the whole city down
Hundred clubs, 2 million pubs; enough
If you feel tiredness at all, remember what to do…
Stand up and shout, rise up your hands and welcome your life
Stand up and shout, no matter how bad went trough your mistakes
Stand up and shout, even if you’re nuts about your whole life
Stand up and shout, no matter how wrong you’ve made a good choice
Stand up and shout!
Don’t you dare to say you’re going home
When there’s a place, a place left to go
So now, get your act together again; Yeah, all you gotta do is…
Stand up and shout, rise up your hands and welcome your life
Stand up and shout, no matter how bad went trough your mistakes
Stand up and shout, even if you’re nuts about your whole life
Stand up and shout, no matter how wrong you’ve made a good choice
Stand up and shout!
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